They say Marriage works when each partner gives 100%… Well I have a husband that gives his all, 100% doesnt even come close.
Everytime I break down, yes.. it happens.. where I sit and cry about my little boy and what has happened. Apparently friends of mine and close family members say I am a perfectionist… ? Okay so I like things planned and things going according to plan. Now when I think about pregnancy, I cringe. I cringe because I tried doing everything right, to give me baby boy the best I could give, I mean, I even ate veggies… which I hate… So here I did everything I could possibly have done right… Even wanted to go natural because its the best for the baby… not this time round unfortunately.. Anyway, back to my better half..
REINHARDT.. PURE HEART.. thats my husband.. he doesnt have a negative bone in his body about our son, he is the strongest and says just the right things to keep me sane and to help me cope.
We have a beautiful boy he will say, did he make you smile today? Did he do something extraudinary today? HE IS ALIVE!!!
My break downs normally happen late at night, and that is most probably the best place to break down.. he will be right beside me and comfort me. I am truly grateful for him, if it wasnt for him, I’m not sure how I would cope