Reason for this blogging site.
To help me get through this and to show the world the power of God and the strength of my baby boy.
Not so that you can feel sorry for me. Perhaps this will even help other mommies out there going through similar or even something completely irrelevant to my life and trials… Perhaps this is just to show mommies that you are allowed to break down every now and then and you are allowed to feel hopeless and sad.. But you also need to realise the joy behind each tear you shed. The opportunity and blessing you have been given… To bring a little baby into this world and showing them that through trials.. All things are possible through God. Yes. This might not be what you wanted for your child, but there is a bigger picture to all this. For example.
Little Johnathan had to go for an MRI, which was really stressful as a mommy. He wasn’t allowed eating from 5am, the MRI was only at 11… He will be sedated.. All this was pretty overwhelming… We got through it.. A week or 2 later, we walked into an old primary school friend. And she was in a flat spin. Her little baby had to go for an MRI the following day.. I was lucky enough to be able to help her to stay calm about it, since I have experienced it. I could tell her what to expect and give her peace of mind that everything will be okay.
Sometimes it’s hard to understand the why’s… And sometimes you get your answers, be it in small amounts. Our little baby boy was born to help others.